If you will remember our first IUI we had a beautiful day. This time I can’t even try to smile.
(here is our background, so this makes sense)
Our total post-wash motile count was 1.2 million. I just cried and cried right there on the table.We actually had our highest sperm count ever at 140.6 million and 23% motility – our best ever. How can we go from 140 to 1.2??? That is less than .01% or our pre-wash. WTF? Is this what antibodies are doing to us? I can just picture the sperm trying to swim through the gradient and being held down by these ugly antibodies. Little fuckers.
I don’t even know how to feel about tomorrow. I’m just filled with despair.