My e2 is 659 so I’m sure I would ovulate on my own tomorrow even if I didn’t trigger – hence no more days of stims to help the smaller ones along. 😦
And, of course, the one day ALL SUMMER that I had an important committment at work – July 12 will be insemination morning #2. I hate letting people down. My co-worker was able to rearrange the schedule of the conference to move my speech but I just feel like a loser! IF is hard enough but trying to maintain my “everything is alright; I can do anything” attitude is even harder.
The worst part of it all is – I feel an almost non-existent hope of actually getting pregnant. So, that means I’m letting people down at work for nothing.
To add insult to injury – I called my husband so he could start arranging his schedule for tomorrow and Wednesday (we are trying double insem this time) and he said, and I quote: “this is going to be a pain in the ass.”
A PAIN IN THE ASS!
How about shots, sore ovaries, mood swings that rival a carnival roller-coaster, in addition to my own work-related crap. Pain in the ass? UGHHHHHHHHH
Needless to say I burst into tears and then hung up on him!
Oh happy day.